highschool

(first blog on here hi)

okay for some context i started online school during my second semester of 8th grade, i did it all throughout 9th grade as well but i had some issues. see heres how my motivation works, if i have to do something then i physically cant bring myself to do it unless its close to a deadline. im not trying to be that way it just happens and i cant control it. anyways that resulted in all of my assignments pilling up and shit so one day my mom was like "hey do you want to finish this school year then switch back to public school" and i was like "yeah" because honestly thats what ive been wanting to do for a while now not only because of that but also due to social factors. so i finished my freshman year and all of that and now im on summer break

part of me is nervous about all of this though. what if im unable to make any friends?? im still going to try my best at socializing even though ive never been the best at it LMFAO 

this also has me thinking about lunch, i wouldnt be surprised if the food there is gross therefore id have to pack my own shit everyday giving me more stuff to do DDX

im sure ill find more stuff to worry about later only for it to be fine in the end lol i just wanted to rant about this