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Pondering Dreams [Entry #3]

Okay, for context, my girlfriend is very into psychics and spirit mediums and such, I personally think that its RAD!! Being able to see things within dreams and visions and being able to summon stuff AND you're telling me its blood-related??? That's SWEET! Personally, I don't know much about it, if anyone DOES, I'd be more than happy to learn, so... please if anyone has any guides or something I should know about this, please do let me know. I'm not sure how important playing music is based off of spirit mediums is, but who knows? Maybe we encounter the ghost of Ludwig Van Beethoven while exploring some dingy little hospital and he challenges us to a music battle to the death or something like that... Y'know.. something Scott Pilgrim-y or whatever


...I'M GETTING OFF TOPIC.


DREAMS.


She told me of a dream just now


And honestly, I'm not sure how to feel about it


For starters, I don't know if it's a case of a Deja Vu setup or something, but the Me in her dream CLEARLY wasn't the true me


Because GOD I WAS SUCH A PUSHOVER! HOPEFULLY It's not what she actually thinks of me, because I'll be kind of sad...


OKAY


SO. Her dream started like this


Me, her, MY EX FOR SOME REASON? And one of my ex's friends are IN MY HOUSE


MY HUMBLE ABODE, THE PEACE OF MIND IS TARNISHED AND SCRAWLED ON BY UNRESTFUL SOULS!! Usually, I could never let that happen but DREAM me did (what a fucking loser that person is!)


So, anyway. I was gone for some reason, and she was alone with her and my ex and her friend, and they go up to my room and pour some liquid onto the floor and when she tries to stop them, they hold her down and pour the same liquid onto her, she struggles, then passes out, she wakes up (Still in the dream) and texts me about what happened.


Keep in mind, the only thing she had after she woke up was just my jacket and a few pins and such, she put on them, no tools or anything extra.


My ex gets jealous as hell, and tries taking the jacket from her, as well as stealing the pins and anything that's inside the pockets

Then, she wakes up at school with everything missing, Jacket included, my ex was there too, they were sitting parallel to each other in the seat arrangement, and she pushes her, and throws my jacket back, there was this big fight, and then she woke up



Honestly, I'm not sure what to think of this... I'd LIKE to help, but I Dunno if I can. I want to at least try to soothe her mind, but then again, recently I've been having these weird feelings, she describes them as maybe some sort of entrapment or something like that

Restlessness, weird sense of being watched, the lack of self-awareness recently...


It's weird! But then again, I REALLY want to get into this type of stuff, regardless of how many books I have to study.

So, please, if any of you have any communities or places I can go, then please, do tell

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