Ex

I had to get this off my chest. My ex used to like beg me to do tongue kissing / French kissing, right? And I didn't want to. I didn't feel comfortable. I was clearly unsure about it. But one day in like September of last year, we were watching a movie and I was starting to drift off and stuff—during this time, I had already started losing feelings for him bc I have to get up extremely early for school and he didnt understand that i hated the clinginess and he would wanna hang out w me after school literally every day but I was exhausted—so when he thought I was completely asleep, he literally stuck his tongue and my mouth and French kissed me. WHILE HE THOUGHT I WAS ASLEEP! when I clearly was uncomfortable with it and I didn't know what to fucking do, so I js sat there with his nasty tongue in my mouth. I broke up with him on November 1st though cus he was js not right for me and yk shoves his tongue in my mouth, but he has no idea that ik he did that to me and I wish he knew so he could feel ashamed of himself. But I dunno if Im js making a big deal or not.