Fat loss

The more weight I drop, the more I realize that I think I look the same. In fact, I think I look bigger than before. No matter how much people are like “you look skinnier! I can actually see the difference,” I feel bigger than I am. I went from a 14-16 to a 12 and even through I’ve went down two sizes, I feel fucking humongous. I’ve been so fucking hungry, too. So whenever I eat, I just start to feel sicker with myself and I don’t wanna eat like at all. I think that even whenever I get down to 120, I’m still gonna think I’m big. I’m scared I’m gonna give myself another eating disorder and gain again. I don’t wanna gain again I’m so sick of being fat I’m so fucking sick of it and every time I look in the mirror, I’m bigger.