Feeling anxious and a bit lonely bleh bleh :

Hi chattt! It’s currently 4:58 am rn and I woke up Derik a really bad nightmare a few hours ago so now idk what to do merp! I’m on the call with my friend while he sleeps because I am afraid to gotodleeo alone when I have nightmares. Anyways I met this new cool coworker at work yesterday but I don’t think he likes me very much. I wanted to add his on discord cuz he seems cool and I won’t be in this state long enough so it would be fu to hang out with him inperson outside of work but he seemed hesitant and he hasn’t added me back on discord so now I feel like a creep. 

It totally sucks not having irl friends! BOOOO!! I hope to hang out with people in real life one day. I dislike having social anxiety. Sighh. Kinda just stressed out about work. I’m hoping to move out of this state soon though. I feel like florida is weird and I just can never find friends here I guess… :((( also guys I still have no idea how to send pictures on here, I want to show you guys my friend!

I might be going to a different emo karoke next week though on Thursday! Soooo more updates on that soon hopefully a good one haha

Feeling Supa sad and stressed!