This is gonna sound ridiculous… but I may actually BE fictosexual oh my god. At first, I was only joking around by referring to myself as a fictosexual, but when I actually dug into the topic, I learned that it could technically be or is under asexuality.
I’ve only been in a relationship once when I was 17 and it was online and a month long, though we did meet up two times. I had to end it since I just couldn’t stand being in a relationship, or maybe I just wasn’t fond of constant messaging? (This is gonna sound bad but the messaging was interrupting my game time)
Get this, I also never really had like… the desire to do intimate stuff with a partner or any of that stuff, but it didn’t really cross my mind that I’m asexual since like… I play a lot of romance and erotic games… like a LOT… I think I breathe and live dating simulators, galges, and otomes… and I can’t say I dislike the romance and intimacy in them…
There was a point in my life after graduation where I just locked myself up in my house for months… living through takeout… ZERO showers taken… romancing my partners. Holy shit thinking back at it I probably looked disgusting grinning and blushing at my pc cause it was my only source of dopamine.
This is so embarrassing to type out I hope NOBODY I know sees this
So is fictosexuality real? Am I fictosexual?? Omg I’m almost 20 and I can’t believe I’m saying this about myself. I think I gotta tone down playing for a bit…
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Six billion cockroaches bred for potions at farm
Being an aroace pervert that's all about smut is a honourable and righteous position 🫡
I guess this does sort of mean I'm aroace... I thought my game experience could compensate for my lack of interest in real life stuff
by LO-KI ⛨; ; Report
the second and third blocks of text make it think aromanticism and asexuality ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌
just enjoying erotic and/or romance heavy content isn't a sign of sexual/romantic feelings itthink
guess its how you view Yourself in relation to the content present ? self-inserting and wishing that could happen to you and such
by Six billion cockroaches bred for potions at farm; (edited); Report
I definitely wish it could happen to me so that's why I never thought I was ace or aromantic or anything... but... this is fucking ridiculous but I genuinely just imagine the character's 2D form... maybe I just haven't found a person I'm wholly attracted to.
Welp, not like I need to label it amirite
by LO-KI ⛨; ; Report
yeap ! no real need to stick to a single label. Even if you pick something up that you later find to no longer be fitting, that's lovelys
the 2d form thoughts do get closer to fictosexual
don't think putting the idea forward as "completely ridiculous" help you much with honest self discovery
at the least, labeling yourself with fictosexual does scare away various lame people/lh
by Six billion cockroaches bred for potions at farm; ; Report
Thank you for your thoughts stranger. Bless 🙏
by LO-KI ⛨; ; Report
Evelyn_02
Well... Either you just haven't found your love yet and need to take your time, or welcome to the club, yo. It happens, and that word wasn't created for no reason.
I see I gotta play the waiting game… but until then… guess I’m signing up for the club… 🤔
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