logged out of my major messaging apps to stop myself from obsessively looking back at past conversations. and to stop myself from waiting for a conversation thatll never come, because i know nobody actually wants my company. they could like it but not. want it. they feel me like a breeze. a fleeting moment,an afterthought. the other way around works, pity just makes me feel worse and i know its a pity thing these days. or a busy thing, which that i dont have a problem with but its... whatever bruh ill save all the small talk. dont want to bother at all.
this blog is all ive got and i wont stop blogging 'til im like, fucking dead. and when im out of words to say, but thats probably when im fucking dead LOL. i need to have something for myself. i have this.Β
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Ina
You did good. Especially good for your own sanity. =οΏ£ΟοΏ£=
I know how that feels. People, even people you know or knew, kind of... drift away.
Maybe they were never meant to stay. ~
But don't push yourself down like that. You're not an afterthought... You just need strong winds that push you forward, not faint breezes that pass by.
Keep on blogging!Β β¨
thank you, i really needed to hear thatΒ
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