fuck

thought I saw my ex on my fav app ever n I blocked that bitch twice. I don’t do it from hatred but I blocked them because I don’t want them to see me n get scared/triggered or have a reason to hate on me on that app, also because I myself get triggered into anxious episodes by seeing them or things that reference them for.. unknown reasons. I don’t really know why I get so scared but something must’ve happened (probably not their fault) 

I don’t.. THINK it’s them, but it was enough of a scare that it’s better to just not see the account. I don’t want to accidentally hurt them in any way, any more than I have, so it’s better to just block anyone who might be them. To be fair I don’t think they’d get it if they still have interest in looking at this account because I have it in my status 24/7 and they want to stay far away from me, as they should, but they might have. I don’t know. I’ve blocked them anyways but I did comment on their diary before I blocked them so I’m really hoping they aren’t them or else they’re probably scared af rn. 

Anyways im gonna get back to scrolling on there because it’s my favourite app and you should soooo follow me..haha..