fuck all my friends bro

they always act like they are my friends and that they wanna hang out but they always hang out in the whole friend group and never invite me or even tell me and i know i sound childish but it fucking sucks because these are like my best friends and i thought i meant that much to them and they say that next time theyll invite me next time but they never do and i feel like everyone likes me less and iv said this before on here but your still reading so fuck you but either i wish i could be friends with them and they just dont make an effort or we are "friends" but they like never make an effort with me and i cant just tell them this coz i then i sound sad and clingy and like a behbeh but i just want one friend, just one, that actually thinks of me first and actually invites me first, and i have jonathan and jonathan your amazinf seriously i cant get over you but i still want a friend like this too.
#grrrfridays