god i can even started with fucking college i have "friends" that treat me like shit and dont appreciate me as a person who is social Stunted loser like me and i suck at connecting with them and some of them are toxic af and most professors are learning facilitators or kind of meh and im freaking out over a Co-op interview (kill me now) but im trying to cope with stuff and interest and headcanon my favorite character as my mother figure or father figure And yanderes and make my making them my love interest and my high school friends (who appreciate me and stuff and does not make me insecure about the friendship) and i made some ok friends in the college tho but im freaking out over shit and stuff 
im just tired at everyone and my life rn lol i feel like i dont fit in but i tried 
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gutted
Yesyesyes i relate, im scared that like the 3 friends i have are gonna not gonna be friends w me when i eventually start college then ill be alone in college cuz i hate like 99% of the people in my small town and i have a hard time knowing what a friend is compared to just an acquaintance/classmate, like.. just cuz i talk and sit w you in class, does that make us friends? Or just classmate buddies? Idk i would rather just daydream all day than think and worry