i'm going back up to canada 4 school on friday and man am i dreading it.
i'm finally going out of the house and going to shows and i love my stupid city i dont wanna go back to fuckahh uni.
also. stupid fucking idiot man won't let me like him.
because im going to be gone.
and he said hes scared. that if we see each other he'll just miss me more and even though i come back and visit home all the time he says it won't be "stable or healthy" which is more bullshit,, you don't know that unless we try :(
idk.
we never dated, we saw each other once, but i spent all summer long fighting for this to work despite his fear of commitment and getting hurt just for him to give up.
he said "im sorry im like this and im sorry you ended up liking me."
and "IT SUCKS BECAUSE I LIKE YOU. what an impossible situation"
its not impossible. you're just not willing to do scary things.
UGHHHH UGH UGH, i can't change him and if hes not willing to work on himself hes not worth it. but i would've fought tooth and nail to make us work.
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C-A-S-I-O555
I hope you find someone who is willing to challenge their comfort zone to be w u
thank you,, I hope so too (still wish it was him, but I know that'll go away with time
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Kyameii
If you know his address I can send a glitter bomb,I know a guy.
i freaking wish
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I'll do it in spirit dw I also know a witch
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pls curse him so he feels guilty forever
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I got you girl! We'll ruin him
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