goodbye (poem)

goodbye everyone 

it sure has been fun 

but now that everything is said and done 

it has begun 

have i gone crazy? 

have i finally cracked? 

i don't want to do any of this anymore 

i've stopped saying life is a bore

because i realized i was wrong 

life isn't boring, it's just painful 

its so painful, we become desensitized, and that's when we get bored 

but i'm past the boring part, it seems. i don't want to live to sixteen 

i'm just in pain 

and nobody knows, and nobody cares 

because why would i tell? 

i'd rather rot alone in my own personal hell 

i don't know what's beyond this point 

the future scares me 

so why even try, when i could just give up and die? 

i hate you all. every single one of you. 

every single one of you who i've told 

because you're all evil 

you drag the truth out of me just to mock me 

to think about what i've said and compare my pain to yours 

so that you can say "oh, i pity him, but i've got my own pain to attend to" and move on

i've been ignored 

you're all egotistical, really. i can't trust you. i can't trust any of you 

because i don't want to think about what'll happen if i do 

do you really think i'm a helpless, pitiful bedlamite? 

if you burn in hell, it serves you right

so goodbye everyone, with these final words 

my soul will maybe transport to another world 

goodbye. it wasn't fun 

i hope i rot.