halloween is a curse actually

i love halloween. i love costumes as i'm a rather boring person if i'm not acting + i love an excuse to wear something absurd, the candy is alright, hanging out at parties is fun, etc etc
HOWEVER im very scared im not gonna fully make my costume on time and like it's mostly unreasonable but like i am so fucking stressed because some of the items haven't gotten here, some arent even ordered, i can't sew patches and they keep falling off, i've never even tried doing makeup before and makeup is not optional in this costume, i keep doubting i can pull it off, and my only strategy for stress relief is weed and one day i will run out and i dont wanna sew while high