hangxiety

I reallyyyyy hate the term hangxiety but I suffer so much from it it’s ridiculous:/ whenever I go out drinking i always take it too far and am horribly embarrassed the next day even when it’s supposed to be casual ughhkgkgkhkg like less than a week ago I went out with a friend for dinner but ended up blacking out in the restaurant and it’s terrace whilst it was packed with people and threw up right in front of everyone like genuinely genuinely what’s my excuse for this?!!!!!! I can’t be the only one with such experiences right

Ps; I really enjoys lychee martinis, French 75s and lemon drops-.- any sugary martini will do actually,, tbf I’m not so much into vodka anymore and prefer tequila anyway