has anyone broken a bone before and how did it affect you?

context I had broken my left ankle 3 months and after two weeks of my first surgery I had fallen off my knee scooter.when I had fallen I had rebroke my ankle and bent the screws and rods in my ankle and cracked one of my bones further. after that I had to get a 2nd surgery then less then two weeks I had gotten fluid in my lungs as well as blood clots accompanied with dead tissue in my upper right lung. thankfully I did not require a surgery with that and my heart was okay( the blood clots had been passing through my heart into my lungs) I had waited to go to the hospital for three days and was told I was lucky to be alive now I'm on blood thinners. just until my doctor clears me of them fast forward up to 10 weeks from my 2nd surgery and I'm having to stand on both my feet and try to walk again  well I haven't gotten that far yet but I will soon. and through all of this I've been more depressed then ever (I've been diagnosed with clinical depression) I feel really hopeless and weak I just want to start walking again I just want to be able to do things on my own and stop relying on people I feel like a leech