Having a secret is hard and stupid.

The more days I'm away from school and around people who love me the more confidence I gain-which is good because I'm a pretty insecure person. I just hope some day I can never care about what people think again.

I wanna finally have no secrets once and for all, I feel like there's things I hide even from myself that I've never even hinted towards people. Not even my own boyfriend knows about how for example-That I've always wanted to change specific fashion choices I've had. It's actually so weird that I feel like he could judge me since I've literally told him about how I wanted to dress more masculine sometimes, he didn't leave me when I cut my hair, he didn't stop talking to me when I told him about wanting to sound like a man sometimes, and he didn't get mad when I told him things that probably shouldve been annoying. But for some damn reason. Despite never being embarrassed about being gay, changing gender labels, or even drawing furries. FOR SOME DAMN REASON MY GREATEST SECRET IS WANTING TO BE A KEMONOMIMI it's insane !! Like out of everything that I've ever done. It's a secret I've kept since probably elementary school. And I have no idea how to fix it.

Please lend advice friends