hellish senior sunrise… (long story)

REALLY LONG STORY SO I RECOMMEND HAVING IT READ TO U AS BCGROUND NOISE OR SMTH

actually evil senior sunrise .. (not evrything was horrible obvi but im still gonna explain the whole day)

* all names r gonna be shortened to a letter n all dialogue isnt 100% accurate bc its off memory *

soo i could not fall asleep the night b4, was genuinely crashing out but finally at a lil b4 2am i fell asleep n then had to wake up at 5, was so tired .. n then my dad got me a strawberry dr pepper (thank u dad, even tho i couldnt finished it (ill explain later in story))

when i got out of the car the door to the building locked n i had to wait for sm1 to notice n open it again n while i was waiting i see my 2 crushes (yes 2 leave me alone 😞) n i start panic bc i had got hair buzzed n dyed stars on it n i had been stressing about being bullied for it for days so i started using my arms to cover my hair (it didnt work) one of them said they liked it n tbh i dont remember of the other one agreed or jst didnt care but i was happy but then i see one of my sorta friends i thought wasnt coming go to open the door n i panic again n hide in the crowd of ppl coming thru the door (i was again stressed about being bullied) n they dont notice for a lil while n i go towards my friends n we go to get the breakfast 

they provide breakfast n i get a plain bagel (sry but i hate everything bagels they look scary) w sm plain cream cheese (w a chocolate milk btw) n i devoured the cream cheese (im not a bread fan sry chat..) n omg i immediately regretted it made my stomach hurts so bad evrytime i eat smth for breakfast (besides a apple) i felt so sick but anyways so the sorta friend finally realized it was me n came over n liked my hair n asked to rub it (lots of ppl ended up rubbing my head.. w consent obvi)

so then we go outside the school to take sunrise photos n it was so unorganized idk if its jst my school but omg its like no one can listen to instructions, ms.m tells all the tall ppl to go to the back (their back to the sunrise obvi) n for 5 mins no one moved idek y so then ms.m moves locations a lil n finally the tall start going to back but the front was so unorganized bc evry1 was standing around confused for sm reason ?? but finally evry1 gets into their rows n im in the second row n i have to bend over, god my back hurt..

anyways n then it was senior parking spot painting time, i didnt have a spot obvi bc i dont have a license n tbh even if i did theres no way my family could getting me a car, but i was staying bc my amazing awesome lovely friend who ive known since 1st grade was letting me paint the beatles on their parking lot n i was gonna help w the base color n stuff

evrything was going great my friend, T payed for the spot so me n T got all the paint stuff n started taping the border n evrything seemed great (unless u were my friend P who didnt get enough paint n had to wait til 10am for her cousin to finally bring her more black paint) but while me n T were painting, A showed up ..

(for context me, P, n another friend decided to stop being friends w A for our own reasons n each of us sent her our own message on y we r gonna block her n stop being friends in july, T didnt unfriend her, which im not mad about bc im not gonna peer pressure them to do smth they dont want + the whole situation was super stressful for T so i left it alone n didnt think A would show up to senior sunrise bc she doesnt have a car either)

A immediately goes to T parking spot that im painting at n i lwk go into panic mode n jst kept painting the primer (even tho i lwk needed to get more paint but A was standing next to the paint thing) finally she walks a lil away i get more paint n mostly finish my second layer, i walk away to Ps spot n comfort them bc she was trying to get her cousin to get more black paint at that time

finally i finished the primer helped w taping more lines n painting n while this is happening A is also helping w painting n starts talking to me n is like “can u tell me how i made u uncomfortable” n i freeze bc 1 i didnt rehearse this convo in my head so im lwk panicing n 2 i literally sent her a almost 200 word explanation on some ways she made feel uncomfortable so y do i need to say it again ?? n finally i jst say one of the reasons y, which was her constant calling me the r n f slurs (which she can say but still makes me uncomfortable) n jst use of slurs in gen (like one day months ago she came to school n said “hey guys i made a slur for white ppl” n it was the N word w a W instead of N, which imo is weird n then she used it for months, idk if she still uses it) n shes like “well if u had told me that u didnt like it i wouldve stop” which is tots valid n i told her that, then she says “i jst want to find ways to get u to be friends w me again bc (of smth related to senior yr i dont remember what she said) n i know i cant do that w a certain sm1 who i cant name” n she looks away, im assuming its P bc P is literally like 1 spot away n one of Ps reasons to unfriend A is actually so valid n insane, I immediately get uncomfortable bc 1 dont disrespect my friend like that n 2 i dont want to be friends w her, i feel bad yes but i have my reasons n the random dig at P is so unnecessary, but i still say that maybe we can friends bc i was scared of making T uncomfy n scared of how A would react 

anyways a lil while later A & T n me & P go to get water, n i tell P that it feels awkward w A there n how she was trying to get us to be friends again n all that n P was like “yea that would be awkward” n we jst chilled out for a lil n jst yapped about lots of stuff n then finally pollys cousin came n brought paint n i started working on pauls face (A started to draw tenna in the open corner but had to leave early so i locked in)

after i finished paul n had started on john n T had finished more outline, T,P, n me got sonic n that was peak i finished john b4 the delivery girl came (she was really nice n told us about her cat btw), T n i took a lil break to eat n then went back to business

we continued working on painting but it was so hot outside n it felt like torture trying to paint (it was 95 f (35 c) n went up to 98 f (36.667 c)) n it made my dr pepper to hot to drink, we all felt like we were gonna pass out n/or puke, it was horrible, i had to take a crazy dump n eventually jst gave up george n painting w minimal shading n T gave up on their last one too), then we ripped the tape n cleaned up (mostly T cleaned up bc i was lwk trying not to puke), since P was delayed but the lack of black paint, she took a while to paint (n when i left at 1:04 ish, she was still touching up details) but sinces a friend left early, they left a cherry limeade from sonic n T,P n me all took sips from it n left it to P bc she was working longer n her spot was burning hot bc it was mostly black

eventually my dad showed up n helped T get their stuff in their car n i went home n took a 3 hr nap 

moral of the long story is if u live in the US, live in a hot state, n are gonna paint a parking spot pls bring a canopy or sun umbrella or a portable fan to help u bc the heat made painting so hard 

sry for this being soo long 

roz out!