hello again

Hi guys i'm back, I recently took a break from this website since this weird guy kept harassing me and I just got tired of everything so I js stopped thinking and went on a long bender but i'm fine now ig. I was js crying and lowk venting a bit to my best friend thinking it would help, but honestly it didn't really help me. I was decorating my room a bit to try and make it feel a bit cooler and more like me after being away for a few days. Anyways idk if I'm getting better or not but I hate my life more and more everyday so ig i'm not...  I blame tv girl.