hello! (ㆆ_ㆆ) /vent

ive kinda been in a little funk, i think it just happens when im bored i guess. ive been trying to get into short bl stories to get me out of said funk but the happiness doesnt last cause they end quickly. so ive been thinking to get into another bl that is long. but its psychological horror. dont think thatll help but ive been wanting to get into it. maybe i should get into something that is less.. yk but i think after i finish isekai office worker ill get into it. im half way through it. 

on another note, i havent been hanging out with my friends alot, i feel bad but ehh. i should tell them ive been in funk. i dont really tell people im close with that im not doing well, i just hide away and endure instead of just saying so. almost like a cat lol. its not like im sick or anything, im just in a funk. i dont really like to open up to people, it makes me feel bad that they have to witness me in a bad mood (saying it to people i dont know that well is different... i think)

i mean opening up on here is different cause i know barely anyone is going to see it lol, or maybe i just dont want to disappoint the ones closest to me. ugh.. ive been venting alot on here too so maybe i should quit that and just write about happy things. "( – ⌓ – )=3