Hermit

Being alone is better than being the autistic retard who doesn’t realise she’s being “cowed” irl. I’d rather be a shut in with no friends or relationships who stays home all day and rots.

I’m so fucking scared of people. 

They’re so cruel to the disabled.

Just the whole thing with lolcowing, and spergs in schools.

Fuck I’m sure one day I’ll be on those threads if I’m not careful.

I was never good at masking, I never had to. My parents just locked me in a room until I got tired and fell asleep.

This was always a mindset I’ve had- since I was young. 

God I am such a hypocrite.

For where I go so often.

Idk.

I hate girls. 

I hate boys.

I hate the people who think they’re in between.

Fuck why I am like this.