hmm stress hmmm some more

doing something alone makes me extremely stressed for some reason. when Im around other people Im not like this but when Im alone doing the things I need to do give me immense stress. which make me not do what I need to do and avoiding my work stresses me even more so its just a terrible cycle. I think the only way to get over this is forcing myself to do stuff by myself. unfortunately my stress gets so bad I literally get a stomachache everytime like Chidi Anagonye. Ig I should start meditating or smth.. maybe bake something extremely easy. hmmmmm