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Ugh I gotta stay hydrated which is NOT normal for me f(^_^) i forget to drink water alllllll of the time & this is very new & ive been forgetting lately so scary (^_^;)))   not slitting isn't very hard when u feel like u died a week ago (*_*;    when it was still in my system I acc thought I died and someone else was controlling my body . I still have tje note I typed in my phone when I thought that LOL...    it does feel like im dead though , im always cold and shaky and im never hungry and my throats always dry .... .smdrje e it feels like im rotting from the inside out ( more than usual ATLEAST ) yk but ima thug it out cus I lowk got work tomorrow LMFAOO.             also im really missing that guy i used to talk to 😢😢 i think id do anyyyythhing to be loved again omgomgomg cornball alert killmeNOW ok goodnight maybe im too scared to go to sleep so im gonna stay up until I feel ok hashtag PEACE