hobbies

my parents always complain that i'm always just at home, on my phone and that i don't have any hobbies since i kinda stopped doing all the stuff i used to do because school got stressful and i just lost passion and stuff

so i've been wanting to do taekwondo since like a year ago but nobody ever did something about me taking lessons, i also tried to arrange all the stuff myself but it kinda just doesn't do anything because they're the ones paying

then after a while i just gave up on wanting to try taekwondo and told them that i wanted to take singing lessons. 

maths also been giving me troubles since forever and now that i have a new teacher my parents are scared that i'll completely fail even though i've told them that the teacher is said to be good

now they're saying that i should be getting math tutoring instead of singing lessons and I absolutely hate that

i hate that they want me to do something i already despise in my free time and not something i really want to do even though I'm not even that horrible at math when the teacher explains good

but i also know that even if the math thing didn't exist that i would probably not get the lessons, not because of money but because they simply don't care enough