Honest

I have these feelings that I can't explain, and its the feelings that are very important that I cant put my finger on, I feel like these feelings linger inside me waiting to be released by writing my heart out on this dumbass blog, its all very annoying as these past few days have been pretty tense and overall terrible. I cant really say its anyone else's fault but mine for being this sensitive like a kid. I want to change as a person as to not let anyone put me down as a person and I'd like to really not have my mental health rely on other people just to keep me sane. rn im debating if i should have this as a friends only blog, youll find out