hyperfixation. Oh my god.

Currently I’m hyperfixated on 8:11. Specifically the character Vittorino. I do not say hyperfixated as a buzzword, I do actually get hyperfixations that usually last around a week to a month if it’s less ‘hyper’. 

I haven’t had a proper fixation in months. I have not been invigorated in this way for a good long while even though it’s my natural state of life. I guess I do miss not being attached to media but this is good too. But this has taken me places I wouldn’t go with a gun 

My whole phone is Vittorino themed. I made an unspace account to make it Vittorino themed (add me I’m under the same username as on here). I downloaded 8:11 onto a school laptop just so I could play it in support class. I keep drawing Vittorino. I have stayed up until 4AM — it’s 04:10AM rn — just to look at my unspace profile that’s themed around my fixation. I’m tired but I can’t stop. I have not felt this level of pure neurodivergence since last November.