Im excited for school to start back up because thats when most people dont really have a choice but to acknowledge me because I'm right there physically in front of them
my best friend of 9 years that I wouldnt trade for the world because shes just been there for so long, has been getting quieter and more distant and im sure its just a personal thing but ugh man i feel so annoying whenever i try to message her lately
and i lost several friends this year just because one guy wanted to be self-centered and play the victim (i tried to put the story in a dropdown thing so people actually read this instead of clicking away because 2menywerdz but it wouldnt work so i guess if you cant read then you can click off and do whatever you do )
i kind of liked him a little bit but i knew it wouldnt work out, but then he found out i liked someone and spent DAYS nagging me about who it id. DAYS. no breaks. endlessly trying to get me to tell him. I told him it wouldnt work so i didnt want to say and he kept talking me out of my various worries (ALL of them ended up being right btw!) until i gave him and told him bc i didnt have a choice, 3 and a half weeks later we split up because he said we were incompatible after i told him about how i think dyed hair looks good (???!!?!?!!) and he started reposting reels about exes like immediately after the breakup and i confronted him about it before promptly blocking him and stupidly unblocking him later and he was like "it wasnt even about you! also how could u go out of your way to snoop around and look at my profile im not taking the blame for that waaaa" 1. if its not about me and you reposted it immediately after we broke up then that means you were pining for an ex the whole time we were tg, sure it was a short time but you still HAD to have been not over them to some degree and were hiding it while we were tg which is really gross 2. you publicly posted it to your public account for the public to see. people will see it. are you stupid? 3. IM nosy for seeing this but theres nothing wrong with the fact that you demanded i tell you something i did NOT want to tell you for DAYS when i made it VERRYYYYY CLEAR i regretted the fact that you found out i liked someone and knew in my stomach that you should not know or else everything would go downhill, and it did. Yeah thats not nosy at all. Im a little bit glad it went downhill honestly, imagine if i were still friends with this piece of shit. And also not taking the blame for what??? When i contacted him again i was actually very unconfrontational and actually a little apologetic when i SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN bro WHAT ARE YOU NOT TAKING BLAME FOR??? so anyway id rather not keep contact with anyone who might take his side which was like a third of my friends somehow (they knew him for longer so whatever) and everyone else just doesnt gaf about me sooooo ya i feel like shit
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