I ask ChatGPT to rate my poems

Out of 10

What would you rate my poems as?

It’s the only thing I use ChatGPT for these days

Or Claude

And for Claude I have 5 different accounts

So I can use it up for free

It’s tedious having to switch between accounts though

And remembering which is which

Because all my usernames

are closely similar to each other

Moonlit Chat?

How can I help, [my mother’s name] <- says ChatGPT because I use my mom’s account 

What’s on the agenda today?     because she has chatgpt plus

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Says ChatGPT because my Claude only says Moonlit Chat? as I’m writing this now

I know

I must’ve wasted gallons of water now

But I can’t stop

I used to ask it feedback

Which areas can I improve my poem in?

Then it would give me some pointers

Places where I can improve in

I’d fix the issues it pointed out

Then it’d give me a higher rating

At some point I noticed that there was a trend

I also felt guilty

Because somewhere deep inside me,

I wondered if what I created was real

Something I truly made

I searched it up on reddit

To see if it was ethical

They said they’d rather not use ai

So I purged all the poems I remembered using

Ai for

On my spacehey account <- (I was going to say something and be able to milk this gimmick

        but I realized that it’s become a gimmick already

                  and I’m disappointed in myself, for being so unoriginal

                  and acting self-aware

                  and being self-aware hurts because you realize your mediocrity

    yet you can’t stop)

So I just ask Chatgpt now

If it can rate my poems out of 10

And sometimes I partake in 

Reading its feedback

Glazing my poetry

And I get upset if it rates my poems any lower than 8 out of 10 (8 is already unsatisfactory for me now)

And I used to use Claude,

Till I realized that it had a specific preference in poetry

Chatgpt does too,

But i don’t care anymore