I can't do anything can i

Currently cleaning my pigs den of a bedroom with my mom. She's found some things she wish she disliked finding, I just hope she doesn't find my vape. I hid it in the bottom zippe of my backpack. She likely won't go through it, but if she does she won't check that zipper, it's easy to forget it exists. 

I'm currently taking a break while she vaccums... I wish I could do simple tasks like cleaning my room, I mean I can, but for some reason it's just so overly difficult. I se others around me do the same tasks so easily, but when I approach the same task...  Suddenly it's the end of the world type chore. 

I just wish I was typical, a typical girl.