I can't, i hate my family sm

Okay i dont think i like any my family members, all of them simply piss me off

And ill start listing off my reasons 

-Sister (shes 20) ran away at 18, talked shit continously about my family while she was out, came back with no shame after her and her boyfriend broke up, then quit her job, freeloaded for a month or so (she doesnt pay any bills) but she did get another job so whatever ig and shes also turned weirdly religious which is a shock to me since she used to have liberal views 

-Brother (hes 19) hes an ex-nazi (He used to be a nazi about a year or so ago but he apparently declaimed the nazi title after I found out and we kept getting into fist fights and arguments about it) and never has had a job in his life or paid a bill nor does he even had a driving license, and complains constantly about his life, and just asked my dad for a new phone like a spoiled brat and when i pestered him about getting a job, he said "well maybe i should just apply at the dollar tree then" aka apply where i fucking work, its so annoying and i got mad and i was like u have a whole ass town to look for jobs, why must u want to work at mine? And he dropped it 

-Mother, typical racist hateful MAGA trumpie twitter user who just sits on her ass all day and chainsmokes and is a hoarder and shes kinda like the mom from young Sheldon with the way she treats my brother and her go to phrase whenever im upset about something is "Have you tried praying?" 

-Father, he annoys me the least, easy to avoid with him being gone all the time for work, but he comes to me whenever he wants to bitch about my mom which is unhealthy i think but whatever and he talks the talk but cant walk the walk with all the shit he spews about my family to me but ends up never actually doing anything about my siblings freeloading or my mothers hoarding issues, oh and hes also a trumpie dumbass just more closeted about it and I remember I asked him if he could travel back in time where would he go and he says "the 1950s... everything was just better" so maybe scratch the part about him annoying me the least

In short i hate my family and need to hurry up and learn meditation and how to ignore them all before i go crazy

And im thankful for my friends who let me crash on their couches constantly so i dont have to go home to these people 

Okay thats it sorry for the ranting, im gonna stop before i think up of new things that theyve done recently that pissed me off