Dammit this seems so corny but no one reads these anyways so why not express my emotions. Basically I just worry myself that ill actually unalive smb if my mental health deteriorates. Specifically my dad. Evn tho he's my best friend he has questionable actions that have disturbed me for the past four months. The whole family was staying at a hotel once and I heard him pleasing himself. I wanted to put my head thru the wall. Then he constantly showers in only my shower to do so. I also have an assumption he may have pedophilic tendencies. So I often picture myself punching him in his sleep, or worse... I haven't even told my sister about any of this. But he's so ruthless with it. I just want to make him feel bad about his actions without directly telling him im growing a resentment of him for it. Ill kill this man if it means I don't have to be disturbed any longer. I don't evn trust my own dad. And we've never had a bad relationship. Also another instance this happened where noticed his actions was while me and my bsf were having a sleepover we went on a walk and my dad was sleeping on the couch... we went back to the apt to check in and I noticed he didnt fully have his blanket on so I go n try to tuck him in by reajusting the blanket but he wakes up instantly and covers his unzipped pants. I couldn't evn tell my bsf abt it. More and more I want to kill him. And I know enough about this topic to do so, but i can't. I can't even ask to be sent to mental hospital bc I dont want him knowing I know about him doing that. I haven't evn told my mom. Does anyone have any idea of how I could handle this. EDIT: omfg i sound clinically insane holy shit I need to be turned in to a mental hospital. Welp someone give advice I genuinely dont know what to do.
I caught my dad pleasing himself and i think he needs consequences
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xXNYKISOEXx
Holy unskippable title
But yeah try to mabye soft launch it yk? Like hint at the fact that you find that type of behaviour disgusting without letting him know that you know
eternalikon
this is a rough thing to talk about, i’m glad you have the courage to. i’ve experienced some similar issues and it certainly takes a toll on the one who has to witness such things. please talk to your other family members about this. if, for some reason, your mom does not take action, please reach out further, even to a therapist if you have it, or even something like cps. this is not normal, and it is very much possible that your father is doing this intentionally or at the v e r y l e a s t has an issue with pornography or sexual urges -both of which are something that is not normal and needs help. i could hope that he only has an issue like the latter, and perhaps even therapy could help that, but unfortunately whatever the case may be, this is affecting someone else -even worse, his child. do not tolerate this, as what he may be so aroused by may not even be another adult… i hope this situation gets better for you, and do not hesitate to speak to someone. this needs to be solved as soon as possible. it should never have even been an issue.
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i have no idea what his reasoning may be for this, but knowing the world, and how some people are… it’s not such a stretch to say a possibility is that his behavior is meant to get those around him comfortable with the idea of him being sexual or potentially escalating. whatever the case may be, i suggest you staying away from him and being aware of your surroundings until an adult has had a conversation with him.
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You should try and talking to your mother about this, this is weird as hell for him to be doing. it's even weirder because Ur his daughter and he's doing it in plain sight for you to see or hear. I feel like this is considered as being a pedophile or predator. because he could be doing it when you're not around if he's that desperate. if he continues or tries to assault you, you really should try talking to authorities. this is not okay whatsoever for him to be doing. if u need to talk to someone at all in private, I am here for you. I hope u have the courage to tell Ur mother or somebody about this. I know it's not easy to tell someone this, especially your mother, but please try.
Agent*4ourty7eben
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literally talk to someone
edit: woops didnt mean to post it like that
literally talk to somebody about this, this is extremely serious and needs to be brought up.
Yea ill try n tell my sister
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