I dislike my class.

This is my first blog, I kind of wanted to try this out because I feel screaming into a void would be nice. Anyways, I dislike my class and classmates so much.

I'm not really a friend type of guy. I usually make friends through existing friends/acquaintances, and then they do the rest. I especially hate it when people who don't like me try to speak to me. I'm not stupid. I know that you dislike me and the feelings mutual, so why act like everything's fine? It's all pointless. Just stay with your friends and I'll stay with mine.

Something that pisses me off is not when they pretend to be nice, it's when they just go out of their way to be mean/bully me. You don't see me shouting your name from the other side of the classroom or talking about you while you're right there, so why are you? Perhaps I've made myself an easy target, especially because last year was tough, but come on. People are just assholes. One of the girls asks me to put down the blinds. I do, and while I am trying to figure out which way the blinds go, I hear "No, not like that!"

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Thanks, I know. I'm not a child, I can see with my eyes. 

I was doing homework in my last class, which we weren't meant to, but my whole table was doing the homework, and although I like follow the rules as it creates harmony and order, I thought it was a minor thing and very efficient. We got caught, but our teacher wasn't mad at us or anything, and she called us 'bad chicas'. My brain, being extremely stupid, took getting caught as a negative sign. It understood that we broke a rule but I guess the 'we aren't in trouble' got cut off or something. The last thing I want to hear when I'm stressed out of my mind is my name being shouted... Not even shouted, just screeched. Most annoying noise I have ever heard.

On another note, I really hate interruption more than anything. I just like to get on with class smoothly, do my work and leave. Now we have to wait 15 minutes longer to actually move on from a topic and do our work because someone thought it was a good idea to be disrespectful. I get that people don't like my teacher, and neither do I, but is it really worth it to just get in more trouble for interrupting? The teacher seems kind of chill anyway, I think we would genuinely build a positive relationship if people in my class didn't sabotage everything, asking stupid questions and making noises in the back of the class. It messes with me! Just be a decent human being, and maybe you won't have so many troubles with that class.

Ok thank you for coming to my ted talk. Sorry that this was all over the place, I just have a lot on my mind.

Bye!