i dont even care! dont tell anyone i do!!

venting dont even do nun its just words coming outta me. fuck is this shit., look. somethin that pisses me off, when people tell you to make vent art, and you cant draw, hell d you want me to do man, draw a sad stick figure? is this sufficient!? dont piss me off im not in the MOOD to draw, im in the mood to break shit, but that cost money we aint got no damn money. how do i not have enoguh money to break shit how does that make sense.? is it illegal to break your own bones, probably not but if the hospital finds me im in debt for the rest of my life i think thats worse, what if 

what if i said an alligator did it? 

this week has been SHITTTTT im not even in schoool anymore man im suposed to be good now, i survived that shit , can i catch a fuckin break. FUCK.

no advice, no help, no family, what the point is man? 

i hate doing the most for everyone constantly then getting cannon balled into brick walls when im not bending over backwards. there is NO point. im not getting any younger bro, im gonna be an angry old haggard bitch if i LIVE- more like SURVIVE  that long even

im gonna throw up blood