I don't know

Okay, this is something that I've talked about in two of my other blog posts, so feel free to go read those if you want. Anyways, I still have yet to talk to my mo about going back to in person school after homeschooling for 3 years. Don't get me wrong, I love homeschooling and definitely will miss some aspects of it, but I crave the experience of going to an in person school again. I wanna be able to experience regular teenager things, like going to prom. But I still just can't bring myself to talk to my mom about it. It'll be a really good opportunity and I'm about to say something and then chicken out. I know that she won't get mad at me and would let me go back to in person school if that's what I truly wanted, but it's still just so nerve-racking to me. I actually hate that I'm like this. I'm such a scaredy-cat even when it comes to simple things like this. But, anyways, me and my younger sister did start at this thing called redeem school where basically you can go and just do your own homeschooling program and stuff but still get the feeling of being in actual classroom. I like it, the kids there are kinda annoying but it's no worse than my old school, the only bad thing is the women running it is extremely religious, but I live in Mississippi so everyone down here is extremely religious. We do have to do the pledge of allegiance to the US flag, the pledge to the christian flag, and a pledge to the bible, which I really, really hate. Other than that, it's pretty great but I still just feel like I'm missing out by homeschooling. I still don't exactly know what school I would go to. I know I'm not going back to my old school. There is, like, two public schools in my area but one of them is in a kinda bad area and I don't think my parents would want me to go there, and the other one already has a lot of kids and you have to live in that county, which we do not. A lot of people just use a fake address and used to the school wouldn't really investigate them to see if the address was actually where they lived or not, but since they've been getting more kids they've started investigating people who are trying to enroll their kids and denying them because of the address thing. So, I don't know which one I would go to, or if there are any other schools that I could go to, I really don't think there is though. Okay, I think that's it, I apologize for this being kind of long. I hope everyone has an amazing and wonderful day or night!!

(Please ignore any spelling or grammar errors.)