Cringey bitch someone needs to take away my phone after 9:00 anywayyy
I don't think I actually LIKE myself, I keep saying I can just improve things, but I keep disociating and that's the only time I actually like myself, I always distract myself instead of actually thinking about it, I don't like how my tits are small, I don't like how my shoulders are boxy or how I have acne, how I feel like my face structure is 'masculine' sometimes, most times when I'm washing my face I pause and just hate it, I hate how my face looks without makeup, I have to overly sexualize myself to feel pretty sometimes. I lie about being confident, I pretend but I hope someday I'll genuinely love how I look.
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Avis^^
LOSEERRRR I'm cool now btw um that kinda almost made me relapse so I'm actively getting better >v<
I'm jolly now, got a headache from learning how to backflip π
Will !!!!!! :>
I used to hate myself a lot and iβve felt a lot of those same feelings before. iβm not sure if my advice will do much for you, but a lot of my self hatred stems from surrounding myself with other self-hating people and just comparing myself ruthlessly to other people. Tbh really there is not a way to escape your own body so you might as well learn to love it while you have it or else youβll just drudge urself through being focused on your appearance. And if you canβt get yourself to stop focusing on your appearance maybe honestly try positive affirmations.. it sounds cheesy and dumb but getting used to saying nice things about yourself really turn into you being able to love yourself.Β
just take care of urself and try not to worry about the little things ππ