i feel bad

TW: SH, ADDICTION

I'm falling back into my addictions and it sucks. I haven't been doing anything productive

Two of my pet fish have a bacterial infection and I've been trying so hard to get them better. They wont eat and their fins are all torn.

I've been looking back into spirituality. Its been a bit but i'm returning to Hellenic polytheism. I never LEFT but I got really depressed and unmotivated to pray or clean their altars.

I'm so tired and I cant hide the scars anymore without overheating. 

At least my grades are okay. Hopefully.