been going through a lot of dissociating, mostly derealization, after a group of people literally started falsely accusing me of shit to the point where they manipulated my bf (i believe) who promised me a long term relationship and he has me blocked to this day. these people are also literally stalking me and try to send me friend requests on discord holy cyberstalking. i also lost a close friend of mine from that group because they are always on their fucking side it pisses me off.
i cant stay home for too long, especially in my room. it makes me want to cry and run away, and makes me physically ill. i genuinely want to vomit, i feel so sick. people are SO fucking evil. they'll be like "yes i support disabled and mentally ill people!!" and then pull this shit over a SMALL ISSUE.
im not even really worried about these people. im worried about the shit they have told to my bf to manipulate him into believing im in the wrong and he hasnt spoken to me ever since and refuses to do so. (right on pride month too!)
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pinkradish456
Dayum I'm so sorry to hear that twin hope ur not alone in that shit man cuz u really need support :( I've been bullied and I now how it feels, I hope you'll find a way out of this :( Lots of love from a stranger on the internet <3 don't lose hope we're here to support you
law
idk your whole situation but your boyfriend and ‘friends’ were never worth it if they’d drop you over what i presume is an illogical/minor incident. i also don’t know if you made this post for feedback but dude please just close discord for a bit. they can’t torment you if you don’t interact. im really sorry to hear about all the issues coming from this and the fact that your mental health is also affecting you physically. do not talk to your boyfriend until he reaches out. someone who values the bond with their partner would value their input on a situation over some friends. I hope you at least find peace in this situation and with yourself