I H8 DIS SM BRO

So like ive previously struggled wi my mental health blah blah blah not the fun details and at one point my bitch mom brought me to the er when she caught me swallowing like what, 7 pills, (I was suicidal but still likeeeee still i didnt even need my stomsch pumped and i have wounds from whats happened) and like torture I stayed in the er 3 days till they could get me a bed in a center for "help" (a mental hospital) and like yeah, sent off 

So loke they took me in a police car and I feelnlike everyone there was like talking abt being handcuffed but I didnt so like yayyyy 1 hour drive and I was thereeee they like um searched my shit at the counter or whatever since my mom brought clothes ect for me, was only mad abt the fact I didnt get my fav sweater cuz of drawstrings but whatever...

So like nextttt or whatever they strip search me, very traumatizing I lowk cried and when they sent me to my room I didnt sleep at all amd just rocked and cried and rocked and cried cux like yeah soon comes mornin or whatever I got blud draw, idk how I lasted when when I was in the hospital I bit my ma and threatened to send chickens to kill the person who was doing my blud draw... dont question, I was high off my balls

So like day room or whatever it was, DAYUM hot emo kid who was rocking in the cornerrrr I didnt talk to him until later that day; so like one of the staff were being staff and asked us "what would you do if you were your parenrs and heard abt you being suicidal" and the emo guy, Liam, deadass went "id beat them with a belt" so like I mightve started making fun of him wi my friend yapping abt how he shud never go near a girl ect

So like ke and Liam continue to talk after that day, and like later on we got fucking separated permanently cuz a girl liked him and a boy liked me and they like fucking teamed and told the staff we were dating (no dating or whstever allowed there) but like he gotnmy number

Soon enough im discharged and like 3 weeks later he was discharged and he called mehhh and we started texting ect until my parents figured out heh......

So uh important stuff here yeah when I got in contact wi him again he was... mentally unwell always drunk or high and rambling abt dying if he didnt take drugs, the rabbit hole

Fast forward me blocking him again just by choice again, we talked for a lil, and a few weeks ago, boom

He killed himself <3