So today my grandma told me that I was going to be a girl forever and was never going to recognize me as a boy... I don't know what to do anymore, I just want to run away or 💀 myself... I know I can be a lot to handle, I know I have problems but I wish she could just understand that it's not her choice if I'm a girl or not and she has to deal with being uncomfortable with who I am. Sometimes I feel like she's lying when she says she loves me... I already got overwhelmed enough by the sizzling of the bacon cooking today, but now I'm feeling dysphoric, and I'm in my dysphoria hoodie...

I just want to be a boy...