I kinda hate being single...

I have no idea why I feel this way but I hate being single but at the same time I feel lucky that I don't have to deal with that shit, it's kind of lonely especially since I am a drop out and I have no way of really connecting with anyone my age IRL but I don't really want to online date either since in the past when I did that shit I was irresponsible... But lucky I kind of wanted QPR maybe even a polyamorous QPR but at the same time I'm not really interested in dating...

End me at this point!!!