I love Project Hail Mary My Heart Hurts

 I love Grace as a character he is so undoubtably human it hurts my heart.

The contrast of how Grace and Rocky got sent on there missions with Rocky being one of the most qualified engineers on his planet and shown as much respect possible from his species as he was sent out. Then Grace being sent out with nothing but words of little encouragement and being treated with almost cruelty and just bare bones having to be caught like a wild animal kicking and screaming because he wants to live. Quite literally running for his life I have so much sorrow in my heart for wanting to live and make your own choices that you fight as hard as you can and it doesn't matter in the end, then as well as stealing his choice they steal his memory so by the time he remembers having almost everything taken from him, he is in to deep and is to much of a good person to quit the mission that he never had the choice in to begin with. And then having the choice of going back the Earth and doesn't take it. An entire other species treating him with more care and consideration than his own is heartbreaking. 

And i fully understand Strauss and the decisions she had to make but just the emotional turmoil of not remembering basically anything about himself and waking up IN SPACE (with two dead people btw)to then remembering the friends he made before getting yk in space and how they betrayed him and his choices AUGHG I love his character so much and was equally sad and happy he got time to grief and rot in the movie losing himself and Yao/ Ilyukhina and drinking then freaking out on everything and bed rotting in the earth room because it's all he recognizes. AUHGAA. I don't know why Ego death is so big for me I'll unpack that later, He is so human I'm pretty sure I'm a grace kinnie or somethin idek