I !MIGHT! be the insane ex lover.

So you see, the situation looks like this:

I go take a lovely nap, and whilst i am taking my lovely nap i begin dreaming. Now from there on out i am doomed, because in my dream i hang out with an ex lover who hurt me deeply, and we hit it off very well. So well that when i wake up, my first thought (and following action) is to re-install my conventional social media and message her profusely begging her to let me back into her life, as i have dreamt of her platonically. She has still not answered, it has been multiple days, i will at some moment shrivel up from embarrasement and it will be very soon.