I miss the night I had on October 26th 2009

I can't believe November has already settled, I feel like it just started and yet were almost halfway through- 

October took its time, with the haunt and personal plights It felt as if October was going to last forever- each day bringing a new feeling of autumn and change...and here we are now approaching November 14th 2026

Sometimes, the way time passes reminds me of how much we get to experience in such little time. I think of being a kid and wishing for Halloween to come sooner- Long nights of costume planning and movie watching- and finally on the day I could spend hours candy counting.

Being a kid is so timeless

Well, for me at least. It was timeless. 

I remember always loving the fall- the crisp air was so comforting and my oversized jacket kept me warm as the stars illuminated the falling leaves. 

November now is a little different, Its still cold. It's still comforting...But its different. 
Now when the month rolls through my mind drifts to the song "November" By SayWeCanFly
A feeling of loss encompasses my soul and I'm drowning in the water flowing under broken bridges. 

SSSSSSIGHHHHHHH