I need something to do with my life

I don't know what I should be doing right now, or ever really!! I feel like I'm stuck in a little loop or something, I'm just in the same place I was when I was like 13!! I was 13 2 years ago but it doesn't feel like it all, like?? WDYM??? Time passes way too fast for my liking but that's how it's always been I think, or maybe it hasn't? I can't really remember anything before I turned eehh 10 maybe?

I feel like I've tried everything, but I know I haven't, I am just too lazy to actually find some hobbies or things to do, I guess. is that pathetic? I think so but I don't know what would help anymore

Anyway aauhhmmm!! Anyone have any suggestions on things to do? very bored recently!! Maybe some shows I could watch or games I could play? Would love that :)
Got a bit sidetracked while writing this sorry lol