i really need to go to therapy

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i really need to start doing therapy, because i have lots of mental problems (depression being the main one,) and i suspect i also have ocd which really sucks. my anxiety is also a problem, never puked or anything because of it, but it's pretty much constant and about everything i do. i genuinely hate talking to my parents about my problems, and idk why. they're super sweet, and caring, and but they it's just so difficult for me.

i've asked my mom to start doing therapy, and she's said "oh we can do that!" great!! but, she always forgets, and it never gets scheduled. my mom's always busy, tired and stressed, so i totally get it, and i don't wanna nag her and keep asking because of that. i would ask my dad, but i don't think he knows how to even schedule a doctor's appointment. i just wish my life was better because i keep having episodes and it's so upsetting.