I wanna cry.. but I'm happy?

I'm so sad idk why, maybe cus I'm tired? idk, I just woke up kinda, and it's like 1 am, and I'm kinda losing my mind rn.. I feel so hopeless rn, but there's this little light in me that keeps me from being completely sad and hopeless. I was reading my old blogs, and man, I used to be so sad. I was just reminiscing about those times, and lowkey the only thing that kept me alive was my friends. Meeting them honestly saved me; if I never met them, I would be dead tbh. Anyways, I start school Monday, and I'm pretty excited honestly. I can't wait to see my friends; I have sm to tell them, and I also have law as a class. I'm excited for that because I really wanted that class, so I'm glad I got it! Anyways, my mood is much better now that I've ranted, so I'm gonna dye my hair now! Goodbies everyone :3