I wanna make a shitty song :v

I wanna make a kinda Adrienne lenker/Kimya Dawson type song, I wanna make a few but I wanna learn guitar for it, oh and I already know trombone from school so I find it funny to just add some random ass trombone, anyway I wanna make a song abt feeling like I need to sexualize myself to feel pretty, how I feel like I'm trans sometimes but not in the sense of wanting to be a guy but feeling so heavily and disgustingly like a fraud that I genuinely feel like I could easily pass as a guy but I so desperately wanna be a girl even tho like I am literally a cis girl, How when ppl call me pretty or anything feminine I feel like a bit stupid fraud :p I think that'd be neat, my voice is ass tho so the singing and guitars gonna b horrible XP

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