I wanna whine to someone but I don’t know anyone

I don’t speak much. I don’t even blog. But I’ll let myself be vulnerable, speak on a matter with a small audience I don’t know what so ever, and trust people do I know to not bring it up 

I used to talk a lot, like way too much. You couldn’t get me to shut up if you met me online. Maybe in person, but almost never online would you hear me quiet.

I don’t do half as much talking anymore. (Which will be a matter I’ll discuss in a future blog) I feel like it’s killing a relationship I’m having with a friend. 

I used to talk to them 24/7, and we’d have a positive relationship. 

It’s probably because they got busy. She drew so well. She blew up in the community and brought a really niche character from the game into the spotlight. She started taking commissions, other start-up games wanted her to draw for them. 

I’ll be honest, I felt jealous sometimes. I can’t draw, and I’ll admit that. 

It’s horrible, and I feel like I’m forcing the relationship. Maybe I’ll talk to them today when I get the chance and see them online.

I don’t usually address issues face-to-face because it barely does anything, but I couldn’t care less. I just want to know if they want to kill this friendship so they can focus on their stuff and I don’t have to worry about making them talk.

Just afraid this’ll end up worrying them and make them go out of their way to interact with me more.

Someone let me out of this cage.