I WANT TO DIE #2

I went to a stationary store and picked up some really cute stationary, and chatted with the cashier that works there. They see me a couple times a week (because i like to frequent the store like a chud ) , and they started talking to me… which is absolutely fine…. But I was making an absolute fool out of myself because i kept stuttering and saying things that held no substance (like really small comments, oh “oh yeah”’s) which is super bad because I always try to come up with something that will keep the conversation rolling… but I didnt have it in me in that moment…. So I apologized, and i ran away…. IM GOING TO DIE INSIDE