I WISH I WASNT ALLERGIC TO CATS. 💔

Every time I walk into a room where a cat is. My throat closes up and I have to leave the room. So I can. breathe.

I WISHH I COULD PLAY WITH CATS THEYU SEEM SO FUN AND I LVOE WATCHIG CAT VIDEOS

Something else that sucks. LITERALLY ALMOST EVERYONE I KNOW HAS CATS SO I CANT VISIT THEM. EVEN IF THEY CLEAN THE HOUSE IT STILL EFFECTS ME 💔💔💔

I try to cope by telling myself I hate cats since they kill a lot of birds BUT I CANT BRING MYSELF TO ACTUALLY HATE AN ANIMAL I HATE ITTT 😭😭😭😭😭

IM ALLERGIC TO WILD CATS TOO AND EVEN THOUGH ILL PROBABLY NEVER GET UP CLOSE WITH ONE, JUST KNOWING IM ALLERGIC TO THEM MAKES ME SO SAD 💔💔😭😭😭💔😭

Idk if im allergic to birds or not. if i get a bird and find out im allergic I might actually kill myself (not actually)... Id probably find some way to desensitize myself

but even methods to get rid of animal allergies can be dangerous... I'd get rid of all my allergies if I could im literally allergic to everything

im also allergic to dogs.... by a small amount thankfully ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 i can still own and visit dogs 

speaking of dogs I was just playing with one of mine before writing this and she got too rough and now my arm is bleeding oh no oh no oh no I think it made her want to stop playing oh no oh no im sorry little fella i ruined the mood by losing skin 💔💔💔 all is well though all is well and its really small and theres barely any blood

edit: ive been into bird stores with parrots in them, and I sat with a chicken for a while before so MAYBE im safe maybe im safe...