idk

sorry for being offline for long asf. my gf was thinking of ending her life and i had so many breakdowns that all i could do is rot in bed. im better now , my gf said she'll stay alive , for me , i genuinly can barely think properly bcz if my gf is dead i might aswell just kms too. but im worried.. cuz she became a bit.. distant. i try to talk to her as much as possible and comfort her butwe just dont get that energy we used to have as a couple, bye .